Five

i am furious i miss you i am sad i am happy i cry i smile i blame myself i blame your i wonder if i am worthy where all did shattered? what happened? was something i said? was something i did? was something you didnt said? you are the man that vanish? i read conversations i remember smiles i remeber the joy i still hear your voice 5 months on full silence 5 months of dull life 5 months with 5 true smiles 5 months where i compare everything to you 5 months where i wonder what would you say or advice me 5 fucking months!!! F I V E F U C K I N G M O N T H S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!